After a long time, I hope people learn that I don’t say everything just because I like alliteration:
I am perpetually positive and obstinately optimistic.
It’s not just a fun phrase. It is the core of my being.
I hope you understand the obstinate part now.
When I become appethetic to something, I’m neither optimistic or pessimistic because I don’t think about the outcome because I’m appethetic. People can drive me there. That’s where I am.